struggle
If I play video games, I feel all my value being stripped from me
If I lay inside for a day and do nothing, I feel my self worth decreasing
When I am bored, I feel im a complete failure
When it's rainy and clouds are above, its the great depression inside of me
If I miss more then 3 days of school, the motivation is lost within
I struggle to keep myself going.
I feel you.
ReplyDeleteTurn on a light. Open the blinds. Put on some music. Clean your room. Take a shower. Shave your head. Read a book. Write something. call a girl. Open a Pepsi. Watch a movie. Diversify your activity...even too much of a good thing can feel bad.
(I don't know what the H I'm talking about. I'm no counselor or therapist or doctor or whatever.)
haha i liked it, everything you said has a inspirational meaning behind it.
DeleteDig a hole put something of value in it or it doesnt matter. Ask a girl on a date. Bake cookies if they suck then feed them to your pets. Go fishing in the rain its really fun.
ReplyDeleteLife does seem like a struggle at times, but it gets better if you make it through the struggles.
ReplyDelete"I struggle to keep myself going." stole this line. I love the way you write, your music, your background. It is all so good and makes me want to read more of your stuff.
ReplyDeleteTrust me, I know exactly how you feel!
ReplyDeleteEvery Saturday I feel just like this. But I love the comments! Fishing in the rain sounds like so much fun, even though I hate fishing and hate fish:) But what Nelson said is pretty much exactly what I do to help with this. Well, at least the first few things. Keep on posting! I love your blog!
ReplyDeleteDear ember,
ReplyDeleteI wish you would talk to me. Or someone.
Sincerely,
Kyle Nelson...your creative writing teacher.