Sunday, September 30, 2012

hate is a very strong word. 


Now that thats been established, I hate who I have become.
I hate the words that come out of my mouth
I hate the way I treat my family
I hate what i've done in the past
I hate that I repeat the past
I hate that I say im going to change but never do
I hate the way I look at myself
I hate that I smile 

I don't deserve to smile

11 comments:

  1. I hate that I say I'm going to change but never do.

    This line hits home. Stealing.

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  2. I hate that I repeat the past. Stolen.

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  3. "Hate is a very strong word." Consider it stolen.

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  4. I hate that you're so negative towards yourself..

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    1. if you were in my shoes, you would understand

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    2. I'm not in your shoes. But I want you to be happy.

      I like your writing, though. It's strong.

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  5. I dont deserve to smile. interesting

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  6. This whole post is amazing. I relate to it sooo much. and I'm sorry you feel this way

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  7. I just stole the whole thing... Is that legal?

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  8. Wow. Strong writing, especially with the way you underlined hate. And I'm not saying that's a bad thing.

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